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Dis is life?

Not yet A funeral =)

If Wishes Could Come True...
How cool???

YAY !!!

IGNORE THE FUCKERS ;
STAY FOCUSED ;
SET YOUR TARGET ;GOAL !!!

Dis iS LiFe ???

First of all... FML as a tradision.
Then... secret is making me go insane!!!
And 6 BIGGGG secret at the same time is making me go WOOOOHOOOO !!!
Life was complicated enuff...
Not my life... It's someone(s) life...
Complicated + Confusing + Depressing + Dilemma-ing = Insomnia + Listening to RockPoP songs LOUD
U dun have to understand wad i'm writing cuz me myself was't really understand though...

Wasn't blaming someone(s)
Wasn't angry-ing someone(s)
Wasn't hating someone(s)

Yes...Things was changing
Yes...Things are getting crazy
Yes...Things are getting tense & gloom
Yes...I'm suprised
Yes...U(s) will not c me on9 again...

Can i have a N.O. life back?

I HATE 14

There's something we don't talk about    =S

Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while
Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see

I hate 14    =(

=S

同 人

不  同 命

Some people are alive ONLY because it's illegal to kill them

I LIKE THE WAY U MOVE~~~~

In love with the song by EMINEM

CRACK A BOTTLE!!!

So crack a bottle, let your body waddle

Don’t act like a snobby model you just hit the lotto

Uh-oh Uh-oh, bitch3s hopping in my Tahoe

Got one riding shotgun and no not one of them got gloves

Now where’s the rubbers? Whose got the rubbers?

I notice there’s so many of them

and there’s really not that many of us.

And ladies love us, my posse’s kicking up dust.

It’s on till the break of dawn

and we’re starting this party from dusk

Let's go genting for a blow of wind~

I DON'T SEE!!!

I DON'T SAY!!!

I DON'T HEAR!!!

Lost & Insecure !!! (My Phone)

First of all, my phone is missing in action...
And i'll retrieve back my number asap...

I miss "IT" badly +(
"IT" has accompany me for 1year ++ and we have been sleeping together

all dis years...haha...

The 1st day without my phone beside me...the feel was like:

1. (as a gamer) high level character id with full weapon kena baned by GM permanently!!!


2. (as a blogger) hacked by someone and the guy deleted all your post!!!


3. (as a tourist) u take thousand of photos during yr trip and u accidently deleted it on the way home!!!

Anyway the phone was not so important la, it's the memory stick dat's important...
And the "tactical movement" i can do with dat phone... LOL
Sooooo...For the guy dat take my phone, can't u just take the phone and leave the memory stick for me???
P/S: Hope the guy dat taken my phone will be insomnia for 5 whole years!!!

U WON'T MISS A DAMN THING UNTIL YOU REALLY MISS IT !!!

i'm like so OUTdated !!!

Wad d hell is happening recently ???

It's like so mani secret among "THEM" !!!

Things oso like terbalik...
And all act like so secretive too...Walao...
Less chit-chatting = No need chit-chatting anymore???

Just for god sake tell me what happen ok???
Love or freedom???
Two is better than one??? ._.

CopyfromVern-Its really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but it's really sad when the best of friends become two strangers!!!

FuN N JOY !!!

The most stressful final exam had passed!!!

Stress was all gone

and the feel was like

Kindergarten, Primary School, Secondary School...
UPSR,PMR,SPM...
Exam was like a piece of cake for me...
But COLLEGE... walao...stress LOL!!!
Now still dunno if i pass the exam anot...

Summore semester break oni 3 weeks...

Sianz lor...So less...
I wanna sleep late and wake late leh...

Thats all i've to say...
Langkawi I'M coming !!!

Heineken for 3day2night!!!

Right To Left

A disappointed salesman of Coca Cola returns
from his Middle East assignment.
A friend asked, "Why weren't you successful with the Arabs?"

The salesman explained, "When I got posted in the Middle East,
I was very confident that I will makes a good sales pitch
as Cola is virtually unknown there.

But, I had a problem I didn't know to speak Arabic.
So, I planned to convey the message through 3 posters...
First poster, a man crawling through the hot desert sand...
Totally exhausted and panting.

Second poster, the man is drinking our Cola and

Third, our man is now totally refreshed.

Then these posters were pasted all over the place"
"That should have worked," said the friend.

The salesman replied, "Well, not only did I not speak Arabic,
I also didn't realise that Arabs Read from Right to Left..."

FXCK !!!

Walao...fucking idle life la... and still got so many fucking disturbing things in my mind!!!
Please don't interrupt me when i'm ignoring u lor!!!

U make me angry u sure get it back 10 times worse...

She>>>Great Life>>>In a Relationship>>>MARRIED?!?!
Sianz lor like dat... t(''.t)

Want C-L-U-B-B-I-N-G meh??? Not bored d mer ??? Go out and drink enuff lor woii !!!
Oso same result wad >>> D-R-U-N-K

2 more papers to go and i'll be so fucking free wehhh!!!

Smoking the cigaratte , Smudged the lungs , Feeling the lonely .

FUCK-FUCKING-FUCKED-FUCKER!!!

MUM !!!!!

MUMIHAVETHEWHOLEMINDMAPINMYFUCKINGBRAINSOPLEASESTOPASKINGMEWHATISMYPLANFORTHEFUTUREANDBYTHEWAYTHINGSAREGETTINGOUTOFCONTROLANDTHEREISSOMETHINGWRONGHERE!!!

A SECRET MESSAGE

Time flies by and i've used my 18 years...
Chinese have a words, "人生有几多个十年???" Farking agreed with this words.
Alright,back to the title, this post is just for me to express my feeling, since it's a secret message, non of u all will understand what the hell i'm writing...And it better be (=

Well, the brain conflict started when someone lets named it "A" ask me:
A: Who is your xxxxx???
Me: Of course, it's "X"... We... Err... Well...I dunno...
A: So...
Me: Errmm, we didnt xxxxx for quite a long time and we rarely xxxxx.

That's it...I think deep inside my mind, wth had just happened between me & X ...And, things started to change when we change to a new enviroment right??? X got all the things, getting some new xxxxx... And the distance between me & X is getting further and further... Maybe X didnt realize that, but it's really been changing all dis years...
And another xxxxx of mine lets named it Y... Y is a very special person, very secretive, i doesnt know what is him/her thinking in his/her mine, and sometimes, i'm afraid talking to him/her... Y doesnt tell me anything about him/her self unless i ask about it, but most of it end to a lie...

Hmmm... izit just me being too sensitive or things really been changing???
Sometimes some conflict will recover on its own, but some of them... Cant be repaired, remain silent...
Should i take the 1st step out to maintain it back??? Or just let it remain as it was???

SOMETHING'S WRONG HERE AND YOUR RIDICULOUS little OPINION HAS BEEN NOTED!



HOPE. TRUTH. LIES.
TRUST. FAITH. PRIDE.
LOVE. LUST. PAIN. HATE.
GUILT. LAUGH. LIVE.

M.C.

SHE GOT IT ALL~

she got the attitude
she got the feel
she got the face
she got the body
she got the move
she got the touch
she got the standard
she got blog
she got facebook
she is sweet
she is talented
she is loving
she is intelligent
she is funny
she is a great kisser
she is pretty
she is happy
she likes taking pictures
she likes male (she's not lesbian)
she likes xxx !!!
AND!!! She got a boyfriend and she love him T.T



Without You Days Are Like:
'Moanday'
'Tearsday'
'Wasteday'
'Thristday'
'Frightday'
'Shatterday' &
'Sadday'


NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
THE WORD ITSELF SAYS "I'M POSSIBLE"

Everything looks great...

Hmm...everything looks fine, everyone is happy with their life, getting things they want,working hard to get something they want and etc... Those in a relationship is getting back to their own path, those that just ended their relationship, is hunting for their new target, those who are not in a relationship for a long time, is still remaining their single life...some available,some not XD...
Well for me, why am i like still standing on the same spot, doing nothing, laughing on some cold jokes???
I dun really like the college life yo... Adam is right, maybe if i'm leaving outside, everything will be more fun... Sighs, im really wondering maybe i should stay outside instead of coming back home everyday...

Here's some photo of 4 of us at the LookOutPoint...

I HAD A BAD DAY !!!!

Hushss...wtf is happening to me... y must everything dat i have already plan always ruined by something...??? Izit the god is trying to make a joke on me?? Eventually everyday i will sign in my msn for at least an hour,but why must yesterday i didnt even on9 to do something??? And i'm so stupid dat i doesnt notice something had happen just until i sign in my MSN just now...

Sighs...just when i thought i'll get back a friend ; i make a new enemy... Until now, i don't even know wth had happened dis few days... Hope everything will be alright, cuz i really dont want to be a "SPEAKER BOX"!!!!!

STOP MAKING WRONG DECISIONS...
I DONT WANT TO REGRET FOR MY WHOLE LIFE...



M.C.

LOVE X

Phew...once again proof that i'm right. Well, dis month, 3 couples break up...(cxxgrats) 8 couples i know, 5 out of 8 is bxxxxxing their partners. This is great...!!!


Hmm, dont wanna care about other couple things, so confusing and so disturbia...XD
Dats all for the latest blog, boys and girls, take care...

Love is in the air, so are flu and fever + AIDS




D R U N K N U R D R U N K N U R D R U N K N U R D R U N K N U R D R U N K

2weeks of TARC

Didnt touch dis blog for around two weeks...Aha...Cuz kinda tired to write blog...This two week,nothing "BIG" happen and "small" stuff doesnt need to be written down right?

Ohya,there's 1 thing i wanna tell,the weather at tarc is fire burning **...So damm hot...Everyday im sweating there =.=''' Finish my orientation week,and then the non-attendace taking week... LOL...

To Issac: Sorry that i cant go for yr birthday gathering...It's all TARC fault...XD...Happybirthday!!!

Next monday,will be the week i started my studies...Hope its good... =)

BARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

[ tomorrow the BIG day ]

Alright,ten freaking fast day have passed and tomorrow will be my orientation day at tarc...Aha..
Dis week,all i do is PLAY,SLEEP,AND EAT....Since after starting my college life,dis kind of life will be less i think....But the most meaningful things i have done dis holiday is i learn how to swim edi...Al thought not very fast,but its better than know nothing right?
Thx to nikkie for teaching me XD

Hmm,although in my mind now,i'm still confusing whether taking diploma in PR -Public Relations is a right decision or wad,but since i have already chosen it,i just have to study hard for the decision i make myself...Hope i'm right...

Thx to adam,kelvin,nikkie(challenge of 40hrs non-sleep) ivy,tiff and all the friends for all the fun we have dis 5months... =)
Friends forever...

Sorry ivy for telling u that news dat make u moody... +(

Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~