A SECRET MESSAGE

Time flies by and i've used my 18 years...
Chinese have a words, "人生有几多个十年???" Farking agreed with this words.
Alright,back to the title, this post is just for me to express my feeling, since it's a secret message, non of u all will understand what the hell i'm writing...And it better be (=

Well, the brain conflict started when someone lets named it "A" ask me:
A: Who is your xxxxx???
Me: Of course, it's "X"... We... Err... Well...I dunno...
A: So...
Me: Errmm, we didnt xxxxx for quite a long time and we rarely xxxxx.

That's it...I think deep inside my mind, wth had just happened between me & X ...And, things started to change when we change to a new enviroment right??? X got all the things, getting some new xxxxx... And the distance between me & X is getting further and further... Maybe X didnt realize that, but it's really been changing all dis years...
And another xxxxx of mine lets named it Y... Y is a very special person, very secretive, i doesnt know what is him/her thinking in his/her mine, and sometimes, i'm afraid talking to him/her... Y doesnt tell me anything about him/her self unless i ask about it, but most of it end to a lie...

Hmmm... izit just me being too sensitive or things really been changing???
Sometimes some conflict will recover on its own, but some of them... Cant be repaired, remain silent...
Should i take the 1st step out to maintain it back??? Or just let it remain as it was???

SOMETHING'S WRONG HERE AND YOUR RIDICULOUS little OPINION HAS BEEN NOTED!



HOPE. TRUTH. LIES.
TRUST. FAITH. PRIDE.
LOVE. LUST. PAIN. HATE.
GUILT. LAUGH. LIVE.

M.C.

SHE GOT IT ALL~

she got the attitude
she got the feel
she got the face
she got the body
she got the move
she got the touch
she got the standard
she got blog
she got facebook
she is sweet
she is talented
she is loving
she is intelligent
she is funny
she is a great kisser
she is pretty
she is happy
she likes taking pictures
she likes male (she's not lesbian)
she likes xxx !!!
AND!!! She got a boyfriend and she love him T.T



Without You Days Are Like:
'Moanday'
'Tearsday'
'Wasteday'
'Thristday'
'Frightday'
'Shatterday' &
'Sadday'


NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
THE WORD ITSELF SAYS "I'M POSSIBLE"

Everything looks great...

Hmm...everything looks fine, everyone is happy with their life, getting things they want,working hard to get something they want and etc... Those in a relationship is getting back to their own path, those that just ended their relationship, is hunting for their new target, those who are not in a relationship for a long time, is still remaining their single life...some available,some not XD...
Well for me, why am i like still standing on the same spot, doing nothing, laughing on some cold jokes???
I dun really like the college life yo... Adam is right, maybe if i'm leaving outside, everything will be more fun... Sighs, im really wondering maybe i should stay outside instead of coming back home everyday...

Here's some photo of 4 of us at the LookOutPoint...

I HAD A BAD DAY !!!!

Hushss...wtf is happening to me... y must everything dat i have already plan always ruined by something...??? Izit the god is trying to make a joke on me?? Eventually everyday i will sign in my msn for at least an hour,but why must yesterday i didnt even on9 to do something??? And i'm so stupid dat i doesnt notice something had happen just until i sign in my MSN just now...

Sighs...just when i thought i'll get back a friend ; i make a new enemy... Until now, i don't even know wth had happened dis few days... Hope everything will be alright, cuz i really dont want to be a "SPEAKER BOX"!!!!!

STOP MAKING WRONG DECISIONS...
I DONT WANT TO REGRET FOR MY WHOLE LIFE...



M.C.

LOVE X

Phew...once again proof that i'm right. Well, dis month, 3 couples break up...(cxxgrats) 8 couples i know, 5 out of 8 is bxxxxxing their partners. This is great...!!!


Hmm, dont wanna care about other couple things, so confusing and so disturbia...XD
Dats all for the latest blog, boys and girls, take care...

Love is in the air, so are flu and fever + AIDS




D R U N K N U R D R U N K N U R D R U N K N U R D R U N K N U R D R U N K

2weeks of TARC

Didnt touch dis blog for around two weeks...Aha...Cuz kinda tired to write blog...This two week,nothing "BIG" happen and "small" stuff doesnt need to be written down right?

Ohya,there's 1 thing i wanna tell,the weather at tarc is fire burning **...So damm hot...Everyday im sweating there =.=''' Finish my orientation week,and then the non-attendace taking week... LOL...

To Issac: Sorry that i cant go for yr birthday gathering...It's all TARC fault...XD...Happybirthday!!!

Next monday,will be the week i started my studies...Hope its good... =)

BARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

[ tomorrow the BIG day ]

Alright,ten freaking fast day have passed and tomorrow will be my orientation day at tarc...Aha..
Dis week,all i do is PLAY,SLEEP,AND EAT....Since after starting my college life,dis kind of life will be less i think....But the most meaningful things i have done dis holiday is i learn how to swim edi...Al thought not very fast,but its better than know nothing right?
Thx to nikkie for teaching me XD

Hmm,although in my mind now,i'm still confusing whether taking diploma in PR -Public Relations is a right decision or wad,but since i have already chosen it,i just have to study hard for the decision i make myself...Hope i'm right...

Thx to adam,kelvin,nikkie(challenge of 40hrs non-sleep) ivy,tiff and all the friends for all the fun we have dis 5months... =)
Friends forever...

Sorry ivy for telling u that news dat make u moody... +(

Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~Tarc~~~

Ruler or Rock Win?

found this pic online, made me laff :D

LOL, that's just plain nice right?

The Incredible Mother's Day

Alright,yesterday was mothers day...And my family wake up around 11am and we have our breakfast mix lunch at dunno whr...AHA...And at night,we have a dinner wif my aunt and uncle somewhere around lok yew...Mother's day is really incredible...It's like all restaurant is full of human being...XD And we wait for our dinner for around 1 1/2 hour...dammit... And after that...Kelvin fetch me go uma to watch premier league chelsea vs arsenal..And the final score is 4-1...LOL...

Mother's day is really incredible...And so is my mother...Love ya =)

A photo that i take nearby the restaurant...
Duno who the hell did this but it's nice... XD

OMFG!!!!!

Yesterday i go wcg wif yq...But the most important part is after cc...We go yc at bintang tujuh(mamak)...And the nightmare started when ah beng and fei kent started to discuss about the shortcoming of ktar (kolej tunku abdul rahman)...Ehem, 1st they were like saying how hot was the enviroment...And they say dat d class was cold...But when u have to switch class, u walked to the class distance like from chonghwa to uma...OMFG...

And den they teach me some skill to survive in ktar...LOL...Actually not survive la...But it could be counted as some skill to have a more cozy life thr....XD

Well...After listening wad they say...I think ktar maybe will be the worse college ever....Maybe=.= i think....

Hope it was not as worse as they said...Haha...Namo namo....